Friday, May 30, 2008

I Love You, I Need To Tell U

Happiness is when we feel completed Being in love is no longer feeling defeated What I wish for is the world to be like you Sweet, gentle, caring and true Now you are gone, my world is incomplete I hope one day I will meet Someone who can make time stand still I hope they can make me feel The way you made me You set my heart free Of course no one could replace you My one true love will always be you

billa!

AHMED MIYAN my best frd!!!

hmmmmms to all my friends

→ A FRIEND is a tissue when you can't stop crying ← → A FRIEND is a shoulder when you feel like dying ← → A FRIEND always listens when you have something to say ← → A FRIEND is a week when you just need a day ← → A FRIEND is a crutch when you have a broken heart ← → A FRIEND is some glue when everything falls apart ← → A FRIEND is a sun when the rain just won't stop ← → A FRIEND is your mom when you run into a cop ← → A FRIEND is a phone call when you can't leave your home ← → A FRIEND is a hand when you feel all alone ← → A FRIEND is a wing if you want to fly ← → A FRIEND understands without knowing why ← → A FRIEND is an ear for a secret to tell ← → A FRIEND is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell ← → A FRIEND is a love that can never let go ← •→ A FRIEND Is YOU, & I Wanted YOU To Know :) ←•

TO ME FRIEND VIDHYA(vitzz)

God made the world with a heart full of love, Then He looked down from Heaven above, And saw that we all need a helping hand, Someone to share with, who'll understand. He made special people to see us through The glad times and the sad times, too; A person on whom we can always depend, Someone we can call a friend. God made friends so we'll carry a part Of His perfect love in all our hearts.
My Friend My Friend when I think of you. I think of all that we've been through. All the times we argue and fight, I know deep inside that it isn't right. I, then feel bad and alot of pain. It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain. I love you dear friend with all of my heart. But now that you're gone I've fallen apart. I'm getting better as the days go by. I wish sometimes this was all a big lie. I pray to you every night. It's like you're my fire, a burning light. My dear friend, I miss you alot. I still wonder why you were put in that spot. I know you're in a place much better than here. Watching and helping me with all of my fear. Our friendship my dear friend, we will have to the end. Friends til the end is what we will be. Someday we'll be together, together you and me.

Forever Friends

you'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart.

All Freinds Are not Forever...

Friends are who you need the most, When times are not so right. They come and go so frequently, You hope you pick one right. The right one listens with both ears, And soothes your aching heart. The right one never questions you, When you seem to fall apart. The friend for you is one who says, "Be calm and let me help" For there are some real bad days, When life hits you below the belt. All friends are not forever, They are few and far between, But the few true friends you do find, Will never, ever leave.
Takes ONE It just takes ONE mistake to ruin your life And I have made that so many times It just takes ONE miracle to defeat the might And I have seen so many declined It just takes ONE sharp stroke to cut a vein And I have watched the vultures bathing in blood rain It just takes ONE false step to break your leg And I have taken so many of them It just takes ONE dim light to show you the way And I just had darkness to keep me at bay It just takes ONE sword to raise the knight And I have waited for one sun to end the night It just takes ONE fatal fall to die And I have fallen so many times It just takes ONE friend to touch your soul And I have so many playing foul

THE MOMENT!!!

It was, A moment that I want to be frozen A breath that I want never to be taken A touch that I want to be untouched A tear that I want never to be shed A word that my heart wants to listen A time when she was all mine It was, The solitude I found in the crowd The love I so deserved The joy for which I would happily die The pain worth to cut open vein It was, A moment full of rage A heart so broken A tear so thin A love so fake A friend so lost It was, The joy so cursed The breeze so cold Just loneliness amongst the crowd!!

EgO!!!

My Ego
Years Back when I lost her
I blamed it!
I blamed myself !
I changed,
I changed a lot!
I became a stranger to myself !
I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go
I made a promise to myself
I shall never let it stand between if
I ever find her again
My Ego
Years Later I found her again
I didn't let it stand in between
I didn't let the devil rise
I didn't break my promise
I didn't let it stand in between again
My Ego
Today I lost her, but I realised
It wasn't its fault
It wasn't mine
Then why did I lose her
Why did I lose her yet again
And today I know why!!!
Because
I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go yet again
I am a stranger in this strangeland
My Ego
I regret today
To let it go for a stranger I never loved
To let it go for a stranger who never loved me back
To let it go for a lover so blind
To let it go for a love so unblind
To let it go for someone who wasn't worth it
All this while!!!
And today I am finally free
And today I can finally rest
Without blaming it
Without blaming me
Again!!
Never Again!! :)

reflection!!!

You made me laugh, you made me cry You made me angry, you made me shy You made the seasons fly by You were the rainbow in my sky You were the angel in my dreams You were the friend in my needs You were the soothing breeze You made my heart freeze You were my whispering conscious You crafted my agonizing emotions You brought the child in me alive You made me think naïve So many times we fought And so many times we forgot I always knew that we will get over Because our friendship was forever Never knew when I fell in love Nurtured my feelings like a gentle dove I wanted to be a hero in your eyes I painted my world with your dies So one day risking all my pride I let you know what I was hiding inside I didn’t expect you to reciprocate Nor did I want to irritate But the way you made fun of me Made me realize I made a fool out of me I still believed our friendship was real But time proved it was surreal I thought this was just another fight And behind the clouds there was light But I was just another toy in your stable And I realized that I was expendable You didn’t need me anymore as a friend Because you were at your prime end I made my silent exit from your life Hoping my sweet friend will again come alive Each day looked like an age My rainbow lost its color and edge Today it’s just dark and gray Shedding all its colors in disarray I grew old faster than time Life has lost all its sublime I can hear just the morbid songs I fell in fall and now only the winter hauls Today standing alone in my beach Surrounded only by ocean of emptiness in my reach I miss a friend who never lived Living a nightmare even in my dreams Yet I hope I am wrong Yet I hope I am wrong!

I love YOU

When You Know I wonder how I got here When I’m crying angel drops I wonder what’s the point When I’m thinking won’t it stop I wonder what I want When I’m kissing tenderly I wonder if I’m worth it When I’m giving lovingly I carry guilt around me Like a dagger to my heart I carry this weight on my shoulder Like it will never depart I carry on with my life Like any other day I carry on staying sane Like it’s the only way I know you were the one Cuz you gave me all I am I know I can’t live without you Cuz now I don’t give a damn I know I must try Cuz there’s no other path I know I can’t give up Cuz I’ll have the last laugh I want my baby back Yu’re all that I need I want you by my side Yu’re who can make me succeed I want to hold you tight Yu’re the best I ever had I want to kiss those lips Yu’re the one to stop the sad! Dreams Can last a Lifetime, And the memories still remain, Yu still live in my heart, And the tears fall like rain. A love that was so magical.

Prem Geet

its my poem which i wrote about 1 year back .... kitna pyar tumhe karte hai, yeh to hum apne aap se bhi kahne se darte hai, phir yeh hum tumhe kaise batein, ki hum tumse mohabatt kartey hai. shabdo mein dikha nahi pate, labjo mein bata nahi pate, kitna pyar tumhe karte hai, yeh hum tumko bata nahi patey. jab chahtey hai tumko bhulana, to tumko bhula nahi patey, chahtey hai dil se hatana, to dil se hata nahi patey. yu to hum kosish bahut kartey hai dare-e-dil chupaney ki, par kambakt es dard ko bhi hum, chupa nahi patey....

shattered dreams

With broken heart and shattered dreams Riding a life with no ends and means Seeking a star beyond my reach Holding a trust bound to breach Knights of doom guarding the gate I ask myself am I again late Blinded by the illusive light I chose the wrong over right Lost those close ones within my sight Repent, shall I not over my plight Pray, shall I not before the dead Gods Bend, shall I not before the cruel Lords Will battle this storm with all my might Hoping for a soul to end this fight

Friday, May 9, 2008

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Enlightenment

Enlightenment The diya shimmers in the wind, As the last drop of oil dries, It burns out... To give away light. Enlightenment... The darkness fades away, I reach out... In the blindness of the night. I reason... The existence of known and unknown, I search... For the answer somewhere and everywhere. The trees bears fruits, In the summer's heat, The earth thirsts for rain, To feed thousands of men. I starve... Inspiration comes from enlightenment, A creation takes birth, When there is a sacrifice.

When she join her hands in prayer

There were some dreams... When she said her prayers, There were some hope, When she closed her eyes, She whispered to god, I tried hard to hear, There was silence in her lies. I see her join her hands in prayers, I see tears fall from her eyes, I see the colour on her hand wash away, I see her, she weakly smiles, I feel the ache in my heart, When I see her bow down to god, I wonder the home in her mind.

MADHU's SMILE

When she smiles, Her eyes fill with tears, Is it mystic I say, Let me come a bit near, Let me touch those drops, And see if it is real, Let me feel your love, Just once before I die, Let me know… A little about you, Before you become his, Never mine, Let me show you how I feel, Just one more time.